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Ever meet a girl, who you know is the one?

I found one, and everything was great until a few days ago. I was prepared to marry her. She was perfect, no flaws, at all. Over the past few days, I've learned that she has 2 other boyfriends besides me, has been selling her body to her "friend", got pregnant with that friend, and aborted it.

Holy motherfucking Shit.

Just how long had this been going on?
Old 06-21-2007, 07:23 PM Gibonius is offline  
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Just how long had this been going on?

Atleast since the beginning of the year, maybe older.
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I am sick of being in colllege and having to work ten times harder than everyone else. My parents don't have the means to pay my way, so I have had to work almost full-time in a thankless job to "get by" these past four and a half years. Will it look good on a resume? Sure. But in the meantime I feel that because I goto class in the morning and work until ten at night that I have missed out on the most important social development stage of my life. I have not had "fun" in any sense of the word; I will look back and see nothing but struggle and tiredness.

And in the end, for what? To struggle again to find a job. To struggle to keep that job. To somehow stay happy doing the same thing over and over ad infinitum.

And to top it off, I'm not even sure I enjoy math, electronics, or programming near as much as I used to. I fear that one day the fun will be gone for good, and I will be a tired old man who hates where he is.

Perhaps I'm thinking too much, but
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The older I get the more I realize I completely wasted my life from the ages of 14-17. Classic computer nerd with few friends. Depressed, social anxiety, shy, no motivation, etc. I can never get those years back and it hurts like hell.

I'm 20 now and feel socially and developmentally lacking compared to my peers. My life is 10000x better nowadays, and has been since I turned 18 but I wake up everyday regretting wasting such precious years of my youth doing nothing but fucking around on the internet and being a loser. I could have had so much more fun and done so much more with my life. At 20 I feel old and like half my life has already passed me by.
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It's easy to be frank about how to be in a relationship, and ending one when it's time to, but in the end it's always such a disappointment when it does end. I'm not perfect towards relationships, but i'd like to think I'm right when it comes to recognizing the right time to break up.

You spend so much time looking into the other person's eyes, talking to them, seeing how they are, how they smell, how they look, but at the core you just feel you don't belong with them. I felt that way for about 2 months, amidst problems, and still telling her I loved her, but I felt hollow.

Rejecting someone isn't always so one sided... especially if you loved them at one point. I hope she finds someone to be happier with, because she's so sweet and nice, she deserves it.

edit: ugh, just had probably my last phone call with her. She kept asking question after question, I was patient and answered, but the last thing I said to her was "This is going no where, i'm hanging up the phone, good bye"
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Diabetes + trying to lose weight sucks. I hate getting through an entire day of eating healthy, then HAVING to eat a couple hundred calories right before bed or in the middle of the night because my damn blood sugar is low. I'm also tired of waking up in the middle of the night Bulking is a lot easier, but cutting is a real bitch.

At least I'm getting on the pump soon and will be able to control this shit better.
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The older I get the more I realize I completely wasted my life from the ages of 14-17. Classic computer nerd with few friends. Depressed, social anxiety, shy, no motivation, etc. I can never get those years back and it hurts like hell.

I'm 20 now and feel socially and developmentally lacking compared to my peers. My life is 10000x better nowadays, and has been since I turned 18 but I wake up everyday regretting wasting such precious years of my youth doing nothing but fucking around on the internet and being a loser. I could have had so much more fun and done so much more with my life. At 20 I feel old and like half my life has already passed me by.
Just wanted to say I relate greatly to this. I'm 21, and it kills me when I realize what I've done to myself socially.
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Edward Norton's relationship with Darla in Fight Club explains mine with my ex. The on-going "come over for sex, but don't wear out your welcome by staying all damn weekend" is how mine is.
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Wow there sure are a lot of rules threads in here

And still no one follows them.
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Calgary is the best city ever and Nanaimo is gayer than Edmonton or dare I say Europe.
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Okay, major bitch fest.

During my freshman year in college, I went to a private christian college to study opera performance. I met a person who I thought was funny, attractive, sweet, and sensitive, and ended up dating him. This relationship ended up leaving me emotionally drained and exhausted. I really wish that I had ended the relationship a lot sooner.

For starters, he was a major dork, and by that I mean he was really into gaming, the internet, genmay (he actually introduced me to genmay) pokemon cards, and anime. Don't get me wrong, I like a lot of that too, but it seemed to me like he was taking it way too far, as if he was so cut off from the world that he expected people to interact with each other like they do on genmay or city of heroes.

I was brought up by my mother and grandmother who were two modern day versions of June Cleaver and my dad, who is a big scary russian guy who insisted on politeness and chivalry. Needless to say, I am quite used to being polite and being treated like a lady. Was I ever in for a disappointment . When he first told me to "get in the fucking kitchen and knit him a sandwich" I was shocked to say the least that he found that socially acceptable outside of the internet.

Another thing that seriously bothered me about him ( and about a lot of other "nerds" who spend their lives on the internet and never come out) is that he would use some kind of genmay lingo or internet lingo in conversation that not many people would understand, and would expect other people to understand it. Okay, people, please listen for your own good.

just because people say it on genmay does not mean you can say it in public. THE PUBLIC IS NOT A WEB FORUM!

For the most part, people do not understand the meaning of "gizmo chawp" or "isajeep". He would use these terms with me when we first started to date and would look at me as if I were some kind of idiot if I didn't understand or used any kind of internet or genmay lingo in the wrong context.

Okay, that parts done. Now for the next. He was a bottomless pit of neediness. He told me that he was suffering from post-tramatic stress disorder because an ex he had a while ago would never leave him alone. I've dealt with situations like that before, so I knew that it wasn't fun and probably very stressful, but there comes a point in life where you just need to GET THE HELL OVER IT. He would use this excuse that he was too "emotionally scarred" or "hurting" to ever take the role of a boyfriend who cared for his girlfriend. He would often stand me up for city of heroes or chops in a "legendary thread", and basically ignored me on my birthday (we had been dating for 6 months) until I went to his dorm and guilted him into spending some time with me.

I always had to be there for him. I always had to visit him. I always had to take care of him. I always had to make sacrifices for him. The only times he ever did anything for me is if I outrightly asked him to.

I can't count how many times I sat in his room, skipping class so I could hold his head in my lap because he was crying over this crazy ex girlfriend of his. Over the summer, I spent a boatload of money to fly down to visit him for the San Diego comic con, but ended up jaded again, as he took a job at the pokemon card booth (and was paid with pokemon cards. this guy is 20, wtf?) for most of the day, and really didn't have any time for me.

He broke up with me about two weeks after I came back from Comic Con, (I live in WA, long trip) for reasons I'm still having a hard time figuring out.

about a month after the break up, I added him on my facebook account, and we got to speaking again. We got back togeather for about a month. When we did, he wanted me to act more like a "grown-up", and he said that he would do his best to be a better boyfriend. Yeah right.

It was then that I made a huge mistake.

I drove up to visit him for a weekend in October, and ended up basically having a one night stand with him. We didn't go all the way, but we did have genital/genital contact.

We called often, chatted over AIM often, spoke often in other ways. However, he was not "keeping his end of the deal", so to speak.

about a month later, I had a huge scare that lasted for about 3 months. I had skipped my period two months in a row, and I was terrified that I was pregnant. I was also stressed about school, work,. ect. I tried to call him to let him know, but he wouldn't even listen to what I had to say. A little while later I tried to add him on facebook again, but he lashed out and said that he was "sick of people who didn't know enough to leave him alone."

He was often worried with his nerd activities. He wanted to have a completly authentic vash the stampede costume for the next comic con, he wanted to obtain some swords from final fantasy for his collection. He was worrying about this shit while I was mentally preparing myself to be a mother.

In February I finnally got my period again. whether this was due to simply a skipped period or a miscarriage I don't know.

so, finally, it comes to this. MHZ, you were a horrible boyfriend. You were never there for me when I needed you.

I know you are dating again, and I beg you, take care of your girl. She cares for you so much, and you had better be there for her when she needs you.

okay. rant done.
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GET THE HELL OVER IT

hope your ego feels better now that youve painted your victim portrait.
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hope your ego feels better now that youve painted your victim portrait.

It does actually, thank you.
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