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my finances are wrecked, I had to pay rent on the 15th and 1st because I thought my first month was free (management misunderstood a question I asked about it when I moved in)

Paying rent on the 15th and 1st sucks balls. I budgeted completely different for the first half of the month and paid a bunch of bills, then got a notice my rent was late... ugh. Sometimes paying bills early can fuck you in the ass if you budget close to what you have for income..

One day... I won't have these worries.
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Old 09-08-2007, 09:08 PM yolo is offline  
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- Fucking imbeciles. That's what most people are. Get a fucking clue.

- God fucking damn religion morons, each and every one of you. How can you be so fucking ignorant and clueless still? You disgust me. Have fun believing in adam and eve and the moon being a 'light' created by god, not to mention heaven. Although religion is a dying thing, it will always stay alive thanks to dumb people such as yourself. durrrrr

- People who talk how drunk they were last weekend/night. Yeah, fuck them. Fuck all of you. (80% of the people I talk to at uni) God I want to stab them in the head if I fucking could.

- Why are the people who stick up for me the most also the least educated/rich? Having some smart people surround me was fun, until I realized they're fucking cunts only worrying about themselves. It's ironic that I can count the most on people who happen to have criminal records (albeit minor). They're my friends though, I will not judge them.

But first and foremost,

I'm really happy with who I am and what I do. I've got awesome friends and family. I love my study and I've got tons of great hobbies. In 2(3,lol) years I'm a lawyer and I'll be making atleast $80 an hour as a fucking BEGINNER. -- I'm blessed. Thing is though, since recently I have focused my life on being alone whenever I can, as much as I can because that's when I'm truly happy. I've been single now for a while because I really don't want some annoying OMGOMGOMGOMG around me anymore. Of all the girls I've dated for the past 5 years I never liked a single one. Why the fuck bother anymore then you know? Exactly, I won't. Fuck that stupid shit. BUT WHY DO I FUCKING DESIRE ONE NOW THEN?!

Yeah, I'm gonna go ahead and call that a filthy barbaric instinct right there. Knowing that it's nothing for me, by pure reason, yet still desiring it. I'd like to turn it off plax. Pussy? I've had plenty to continue living as a goddamn monk. (I've had 5 girlfriends and 2 random hookups, I'm no pimp nor do I have 'game' like you see on tv or w/e, just luck) Fuck this is frustrating. I'm going to try and crop it up, and I'll worry about the brain tumor or blood clot when I'm fifty.

ahhhh, feels good to vent, although I still have the need to yell or break something. btw, I may be an elitist and look down on a lot of people, I'm not that arrogant or narcistic: I'm often humbled by intelligent people at the courses I follow, student or teacher-wise. I'm fascinated by these people because they're just as intelligent or smart as I am, or even more! I love that.
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- Fucking imbeciles. That's what most people are. Get a fucking clue.

- God fucking damn religion morons, each and every one of you. How can you be so fucking ignorant and clueless still? You disgust me. Have fun believing in adam and eve and the moon being a 'light' created by god, not to mention heaven. Although religion is a dying thing, it will always stay alive thanks to dumb people such as yourself. durrrrr

- People who talk how drunk they were last weekend/night. Yeah, fuck them. Fuck all of you. (80% of the people I talk to at uni) God I want to stab them in the head if I fucking could.

- Why are the people who stick up for me the most also the least educated/rich? Having some smart people surround me was fun, until I realized they're fucking cunts only worrying about themselves. It's ironic that I can count the most on people who happen to have criminal records (albeit minor). They're my friends though, I will not judge them.

But first and foremost,

I'm really happy with who I am and what I do. I've got awesome friends and family. I love my study and I've got tons of great hobbies. In 2(3,lol) years I'm a lawyer and I'll be making atleast $80 an hour as a fucking BEGINNER. -- I'm blessed. Thing is though, since recently I have focused my life on being alone whenever I can, as much as I can because that's when I'm truly happy. I've been single now for a while because I really don't want some annoying OMGOMGOMGOMG around me anymore. Of all the girls I've dated for the past 5 years I never liked a single one. Why the fuck bother anymore then you know? Exactly, I won't. Fuck that stupid shit. BUT WHY DO I FUCKING DESIRE ONE NOW THEN?!

Yeah, I'm gonna go ahead and call that a filthy barbaric instinct right there. Knowing that it's nothing for me, by pure reason, yet still desiring it. I'd like to turn it off plax. Pussy? I've had plenty to continue living as a goddamn monk. (I've had 5 girlfriends and 2 random hookups, I'm no pimp nor do I have 'game' like you see on tv or w/e, just luck) Fuck this is frustrating. I'm going to try and crop it up, and I'll worry about the brain tumor or blood clot when I'm fifty.

ahhhh, feels good to vent, although I still have the need to yell or break something. btw, I may be an elitist and look down on a lot of people, I'm not that arrogant or narcistic: I'm often humbled by intelligent people at the courses I follow, student or teacher-wise. I'm fascinated by these people because they're just as intelligent or smart as I am, or even more! I love that.

I'm getting the vibe that you've had a lot of shitty girlfriends and as a consequence you've been turned off love for life aside from the sexual side. I'm sure eventually you're going to find some girl who is on the same level intellect wise who will drive you crazy. It does help when you you get out there and actually look for these types though.
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I'm getting the vibe that you've had a lot of shitty girlfriends and as a consequence you've been turned off love for life aside from the sexual side. I'm sure eventually you're going to find some girl who is on the same level intellect wise who will drive you crazy. It does help when you you get out there and actually look for these types though.
My God, that's such a terrible and poorly written post. Mine, that is. Guess venting is my excuse~~

Anyway, uhhh, I wouldn't call them shitty girlfriends, they were really nice and pretty. More of a sexual attraction though, but still. I'm done with the 'search' I have to say. I despise dating and the small talk that comes with it, I'm just not going to fake those things anymore or pretend I do like it. Besides, wanting a girlfriend just to satisfy or subdue certain feelings isn't a good reason to get one in the first place.

It's time to be me. So yes, I'm happy with this choice. In time I just hope to subdue these feelings of 'desire/love' or whatever on my own. It only comes up when I have nothing on my hands anyway; when trying to sleep for example. In time it'll make me a better, more stable person, I'm sure of it. The more I convince myself of it, the more I accept it, as opposed to just believing it. I just need to vent about it from time to time. My rational side is a lot greater than my emotional one, but it can still get mixed up sometimes.
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My God, that's such a terrible and poorly written post. Mine, that is. Guess venting is my excuse~~

Anyway, uhhh, I wouldn't call them shitty girlfriends, they were really nice and pretty. More of a sexual attraction though, but still. I'm done with the 'search' I have to say. I despise dating and the small talk that comes with it, I'm just not going to fake those things anymore or pretend I do like it. Besides, wanting a girlfriend just to satisfy or subdue certain feelings isn't a good reason to get one in the first place.

It's time to be me. So yes, I'm happy with this choice. In time I just hope to subdue these feelings of 'desire/love' or whatever on my own. It only comes up when I have nothing on my hands anyway; when trying to sleep for example. In time it'll make me a better, more stable person, I'm sure of it. The more I convince myself of it, the more I accept it, as opposed to just believing it. I just need to vent about it from time to time. My rational side is a lot greater than my emotional one, but it can still get mixed up sometimes.

In the end it comes down to whether or not the payoff of finally finding a great girl is worth the search for you.
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Don't make me feel guilty for not going out for your birthday when you picked a place with a $20 cover and $10 drinks and I'm a poor college student. Sorry I didn't want to go to an expensive bar where the website clearly states you have to look hot or you won't be let in.
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Anyway, uhhh, I wouldn't call them shitty girlfriends, they were really nice and pretty. More of a sexual attraction though, but still.
yeah, I don't really want a wife/girlfriend, I just enjoy sex and occasional dating with attractive women. My ex and I are like this, and it's working out just great. She knows I treat her well and won't bad mouth her, so she is very giving.

Go for the professional/busy student type. They want a lover but don't have time for serious bfs/husbands...
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this thread needs some bannings
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this thread needs some bannings

This whole subforum needs some bannings.
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- Fucking imbeciles. That's what most people are. Get a fucking clue.

- God fucking damn religion morons, each and every one of you. How can you be so fucking ignorant and clueless still? You disgust me. Have fun believing in adam and eve and the moon being a 'light' created by god, not to mention heaven. Although religion is a dying thing, it will always stay alive thanks to dumb people such as yourself. durrrrr

- People who talk how drunk they were last weekend/night. Yeah, fuck them. Fuck all of you. (80% of the people I talk to at uni) God I want to stab them in the head if I fucking could.

- Why are the people who stick up for me the most also the least educated/rich? Having some smart people surround me was fun, until I realized they're fucking cunts only worrying about themselves. It's ironic that I can count the most on people who happen to have criminal records (albeit minor). They're my friends though, I will not judge them.

I don't know, I'm like that too, I only worry about my self. I don't see anything wrong with it as long as you do have at least some things that come first, i.e. family. I've got this from just not trusting anybody, I wouldn't call it paranoia though, just how I see the world. So all in all I really only care about myself aside from my mother and brother. Friends, I'll help them if I can though, as I would anybody else.
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Okay, major bitch fest.

During my freshman year in college, I went to a private christian college to study opera performance. I met a person who I thought was funny, attractive, sweet, and sensitive, and ended up dating him. This relationship ended up leaving me emotionally drained and exhausted. I really wish that I had ended the relationship a lot sooner.

For starters, he was a major dork, and by that I mean he was really into gaming, the internet, genmay (he actually introduced me to genmay) pokemon cards, and anime. Don't get me wrong, I like a lot of that too, but it seemed to me like he was taking it way too far, as if he was so cut off from the world that he expected people to interact with each other like they do on genmay or city of heroes.

I was brought up by my mother and grandmother who were two modern day versions of June Cleaver and my dad, who is a big scary russian guy who insisted on politeness and chivalry. Needless to say, I am quite used to being polite and being treated like a lady. Was I ever in for a disappointment . When he first told me to "get in the fucking kitchen and knit him a sandwich" I was shocked to say the least that he found that socially acceptable outside of the internet.

Another thing that seriously bothered me about him ( and about a lot of other "nerds" who spend their lives on the internet and never come out) is that he would use some kind of genmay lingo or internet lingo in conversation that not many people would understand, and would expect other people to understand it. Okay, people, please listen for your own good.

just because people say it on genmay does not mean you can say it in public. THE PUBLIC IS NOT A WEB FORUM!

For the most part, people do not understand the meaning of "gizmo chawp" or "isajeep". He would use these terms with me when we first started to date and would look at me as if I were some kind of idiot if I didn't understand or used any kind of internet or genmay lingo in the wrong context.

Okay, that parts done. Now for the next. He was a bottomless pit of neediness. He told me that he was suffering from post-tramatic stress disorder because an ex he had a while ago would never leave him alone. I've dealt with situations like that before, so I knew that it wasn't fun and probably very stressful, but there comes a point in life where you just need to GET THE HELL OVER IT. He would use this excuse that he was too "emotionally scarred" or "hurting" to ever take the role of a boyfriend who cared for his girlfriend. He would often stand me up for city of heroes or chops in a "legendary thread", and basically ignored me on my birthday (we had been dating for 6 months) until I went to his dorm and guilted him into spending some time with me.

I always had to be there for him. I always had to visit him. I always had to take care of him. I always had to make sacrifices for him. The only times he ever did anything for me is if I outrightly asked him to.

I can't count how many times I sat in his room, skipping class so I could hold his head in my lap because he was crying over this crazy ex girlfriend of his. Over the summer, I spent a boatload of money to fly down to visit him for the San Diego comic con, but ended up jaded again, as he took a job at the pokemon card booth (and was paid with pokemon cards. this guy is 20, wtf?) for most of the day, and really didn't have any time for me.

He broke up with me about two weeks after I came back from Comic Con, (I live in WA, long trip) for reasons I'm still having a hard time figuring out.

about a month after the break up, I added him on my facebook account, and we got to speaking again. We got back togeather for about a month. When we did, he wanted me to act more like a "grown-up", and he said that he would do his best to be a better boyfriend. Yeah right.

It was then that I made a huge mistake.

I drove up to visit him for a weekend in October, and ended up basically having a one night stand with him. We didn't go all the way, but we did have genital/genital contact.

We called often, chatted over AIM often, spoke often in other ways. However, he was not "keeping his end of the deal", so to speak.

about a month later, I had a huge scare that lasted for about 3 months. I had skipped my period two months in a row, and I was terrified that I was pregnant. I was also stressed about school, work,. ect. I tried to call him to let him know, but he wouldn't even listen to what I had to say. A little while later I tried to add him on facebook again, but he lashed out and said that he was "sick of people who didn't know enough to leave him alone."

He was often worried with his nerd activities. He wanted to have a completly authentic vash the stampede costume for the next comic con, he wanted to obtain some swords from final fantasy for his collection. He was worrying about this shit while I was mentally preparing myself to be a mother.

In February I finnally got my period again. whether this was due to simply a skipped period or a miscarriage I don't know.

so, finally, it comes to this. MHZ, you were a horrible boyfriend. You were never there for me when I needed you.

I know you are dating again, and I beg you, take care of your girl. She cares for you so much, and you had better be there for her when she needs you.

okay. rant done.

lol ur an idiot for even dating sucha a pathetic nerd/geek/fag
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so i made a post in this thread http://www.genmay.com/showthread.php?t=760017
asking why it matters that a girl says she's a girl and is asking for help. the post got deleted.

and now here's another thread that's locked because she's not "verified" either
http://www.genmay.com/showthread.php?t=760078

why don't we ask the guys to verify when they post about their crappy sex or awesome first date where they had 10 hours of sex?
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A GIRL THREAD IN THE BC!!!! IS SHE VERIFIED!?!?!?!
I HAVEN'T SEEN A PICTURE OF HER!!! SHE MUST BE A DUPE ACCOUNT! WE CAN'T HAVE SERIOUS THREADS IN THE BONE CLOSET UNLESS THE POSTER IS HAVING PROBLEMS EXACTLY HOW THEY POST ON THE INTERNET
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so i made a post in this thread http://www.genmay.com/showthread.php?t=760017
asking why it matters that a girl says she's a girl and is asking for help. the post got deleted.

and now here's another thread that's locked because she's not "verified" either
http://www.genmay.com/showthread.php?t=760078

why don't we ask the guys to verify when they post about their crappy sex or awesome first date where they had 10 hours of sex?

people on genmay fake being female. people on genmay do not fake being male. is that so fucking hard to grasp?
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people on genmay fake being female. people on genmay do not fake being male. is that so fucking hard to grasp?

OH GOD JESUS CHRIST, A FAKE FEMALE THREAD. THE FORUMS ARE GOING TO COLLAPSE!!! CALL THE PRESIDENT!!!!!

PEOPLE MIGHT REPLY TO THE THREAD AND LEARN SOMETHING FROM EACHOTHER - BUT WAIT!! THE POSTER WAS A FAKE FEMALE!!!

OH THE HUMANITYYYYYYYYYYY
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